Today ...

Today I’ve done nothing -_-... dad tried to fix my computer... it was useless... umm... well I’m kind of waiting for my parents to fall asleep so that I can smoke... even though I shouldn’t because I’m sick, but like I give a shit ^_^ anyways... I ate like... 8 mini chocolates =S I feel fat now... and I also ate bred... and I had breakfast and I had a really big lunch... I think I'm eating too much... >=S this isn't fair... when you're sick you're not suppose to get hungry... you're suppose to starve until you get better, but all I do is feel like shit and eat chocolate like a maniac -_-... life isn't fair, anyways... I really like Vendetta red (a group) O_O it's so great!!!.I talked to Reinaldo today... him calling me was all a mistake, it's just that he received a call on Thursday morning, and he was sleeping... so he called back to the cell phone that had called him and he clamed that the voice in the answering machine sounded just like Ana's voice... (I think that's just a lame excuse -_-). So that's why he had called me, and afterwards he said the same person called him, it was just a friend of his whom he didn't have her cell phone number... and blah, blah, blah... shit, shit, shit, he went to a party with her... and by the time he started the chock and bull story I was already bored -_-... so I kind of told him about my tattoo ^_^ and he was all like: if you were my girlfriend I’d be insulting you right now… I wish I would have told him: well you’re not so back of (I'm getting it done tomorrow because today like a 100 years ago was the fucking, stupid battle of stupidface=Carabobo). and everything was closed -_-.Then I talked to Ana on the phone and she told me that she was bored and that she wanted to go out, but as usual, when we want to go out we never can, because her parents insist that she was meant to be an asocial person and that she doesn't need friends... so yes, and she also told me that Augusto wanted to talk to me on the phone and that he had asked her for my number, so I panicked and when he called he didn't even mention yesterday... so I had a word vomit and asked him what he thought about yesterday, and he was all like: I had fun... Men totally suck... I wish he would have said something interesting like... wanna go out? or maybe... wanna see each other today... well he kind of did, he told me to go to Prados del Este to drink... but I can't because I'm taking medication -_-... so yes... I was bored all day long... I just wish he would have created a tense situation like telling me that he "loved" me and that he was willing to give it all up for me, but I only had to do one thing, leave my bf, and I would have obviously said I would do it... and then wouldn't really do it, but I'd make him believe that I did... and then I could have a sex buddy and my bf ^_^ jejejejeje... I know what you're all thinking... I'm a big fat bitch with no type of moral, respect for myself, what so ever... well here's a little thought; I have my own moral. It may be lower that a female dog moral, but it's mine ^_^ jajajajajaja XDXDXDXDX I feel ironic, sick and happy today.